i am so so so busy for the past one week!!

photo!! photo and photo again


monday- sis graduation day..

my beautiful sis

mi sis bro

+ happy family +

my sisters

mi and sis

mi and sis again

heehee mi

muckx

hmmm

in bro car

mi alone

ok here the photo during jess bro wedding..

+ heaven +

+ hooooo +

+ mi +

i am looking at u!!

+ us +

+ mi and jess +

+ mi at ariel house +

+ muckx +

+ my best friends +

tat all

one more week before going back to school..

but exam coming.. in 4weeks time

after watching the drame 'silence' i realise tat Vic Zhou really look like my past bf.. tyson!! when we are still attach, loads of pp said he look like him but i disagreed!! i think is only till now den i agreed.. i am wondering wat he is doing now..?? although we dun hab a happy ending.. i jus hope tat he is doing fine now..


some time i am wondering how pp measure happiness.. n how much happiness a person need is consider enough.. but i guess everybody will wan endless!! cox we human are greedy.. lolx!! n whom u get from is consider the best.. family?? friends?? or ur lover??

i am so sad.. my heart is aching now!!

neither it was becox of friendship nor relationship..

but portugal didnt make it to the final!! watch the match jus now!! i dun think france should be proud of their victory cox they won the match due to portugal mistake.. and that gab france a panalty goal!! portugal was trying real hard in the 2nd half but jus didnt manage to get any goal!! so sad case..


hope france wun win the world cup..
yi da li!! gogogogo!!

jus came back from kk hospital.. surprising today was so relax!! didnt manage to do much thing but jus observing wat the staff nurses were doing!! hab the chance to went into the nursery.. the first impression when i saw the babies was tat they dun really look cute but scary cox there were full of winker!! so ugly!! and they can really cry veri loudly!! so irritating!! but after a while when i got the chance to get a closer look on them they are actually quite sweet cox they can really do all sort funny face.. so cubby!!



heehee went shopping spree wif my sis for the past three days and spent quite a loads of money.. but i think my sis spent much more than me cox she is starting her work today so she got to get sum decent office wear!! and i manage to get a dress for the coming wedding dinner.. kinda happy cox i really love it so much!!

wooo!!

ok.. i gtg n cook my dinner.. i hab been cooking for the past few two week.. and this dish was the most tiring dish to cook cox i look quite a long to prepare the prawn..

but the result was good!! yummy

the drama i am watching now..

+must be u+

+ hard guy +

finally all my common test are over.. bio test was manageable but research method was really tough.. although it was all MCQ but it was veri difficult and i am unsure wif most of the question i did.. hope i wun fail!!


attachment on next monday.. so stress!! hope everything can go well during my attachment!! good leacture.. great clinical instructor!! nice environment!! fun patient!! haha i think this will only happed in my dream.. lol


last 2days to enjoy before i go for my attachment..

:'( going back to soon.. 2 more days!! test is next thur and i only finish 1/3 part of my revision..

died died died!!

my attactment posting is out.. actually is out long ago is jus tat i didnt go n check!! this time round i am posted to SGH cox i jus got my bond and i when down to school ytd to change my hospital..

KKH- 1week (3-7/7)
IMH- 2weeks (10-21/7)
back to school to study for another 3weeks
exam- 2weeks
SGH- 3weeks (28/8-15/9)
holiday-2weeks
KKH-3weeks(2-20/10)

this is crazy!! others pp will hab their 6 to 7weeks of holiday but i onli hab 2weeks.. so so sad case :'(

a total of 9weeks att.. argh!! most of my att willl be at KKH and IMH and both are super far from my house =.="

i am watch this drama now.. cute guy!! got attracted to him..

i really dunno wat hab happened to me this few days.. i am so restless and dun feel like doing anything.. sleep, watch tv and eat!! this were wat i am doing for the past few days!! i wat to spend sum time studying but the motivation was veri low.. so i habnt start my revision yet!! not a single bit and i am habing my tests next week..


i really need to start a fresh and carry on my life!! i hate this kind of me.. hope i can recover soon!!

went out wif my friends to sakae sushi ytd.. heehee ate loads of things and my stomach was so upset.. felt like dying after tat meal!! after that we went window shopping and try quite a loads of stuff but didnt bought any!! i saw a skirt at PS.. it was super cheap only 16bucks but the cutting not really good..


first week of holiday is coming to its end but i am still slacking.. dun really hab the mood to study due to sum problem which kept bothering me.. hope i will get better soon!! but i really hab no idea where to start my bio revison cause there are loads of stuff to remember.. so sad case -.-"


heehee going ktv wif sis tml.. looking forward!!

today was the grp presentation for 2037.. tat was crazy!! nearly cant present our hard work cause there was sum problem.. and i make loads of mistake!! as usual those spelling mistake which i alway does and sum major mistake which i dun wish to mention.. felt kinda sad!! haix but is over.. hopefully we can get a B- or C+ for this project..



habing a bad headache again!! it is killing mi now.. i am alwasy so bad luck cause my headache will only occur when i am hab my holiday.. i really need a good rest!!

i think i am dying soon.. for the past few days i am busy doing the project for 2037!! tat really kill me.. i spent a loads of time doing this project.. i really hate to type cause my typing skill is super slow!! and tat took me loads of time.. arggh!! finally i finish my part phew!!



i hate raining day!! make me waste more money on bus fare!! and make my slipper dirty!!

test over!! hooray..

hmmm the written paper today was quite manageable and i manage to ans most of the question.. i am kinda lucky cox i didnt really study ytd!! all of my family member were busy chatting on the new car so i got distracted.. plus i quarrel wif him again!! slept veri late and woke veri late in the morning so dun really hab time to study.. mood was bad!!


more things cuming up.. project for 2037!! test for 2082 and 2056!! attachment!! so sad case =.="


i am habing headache again!! i need help!! arrgh!!

finally finished my practical test but there is one more written test to go.. hmmm i think i jus fair average cox i am quite neavous through out the whole test and the lecturer kept nagging at mi.. but i think i did manage to do finish every step and get my point..


skip one of the lesson at 5pm.. i cant wait to go home cox my bro is taking his car(off peak car) today and all of my family member acc him to take the car except mi.. so sad case nehx!! suddenly hab the urge to take my driving test but i dun think i hab confidence.. i am veri chicken!! i dun think i can pull through..


one more test to go tml and i can relax!!

arggh!!!! habing a bad headache for the past few days.. due to tat i can only rest at home and did nothing during the weekend.. jus rot in my bed sleeping!! so lucky tat it get better today or i dun i can go to school tml cox it was so bad till i cant even sleep even i hab ate panadol..


nothing special hab happened over the weekend.. basically spent most of the time watching tv programm and sleeping


going back to school tml.. week6!! time pass so fast :(

hey lo..


today i was lazy.. actually i plan to study but i turn up sleeping for 4hrs in the afternoon and by the time i woke up was already 1730.. wow i am really a pig!! heehee later all my time will be commit to the tv coz there will be a series of good programme till 1200am.. haiz study plan hab to push to tml lo.. felt so guilty!!



ytd was good!! it was like a family day for mi.. i hab my breakfast wif my sis at mac den in the afternoon we when out for shopping.. so happy!!

i hab been sooo lazy for the past few days.. didnt even bother to come online and jus spent my free time slacking and sleeping.. as lazy as a pig!!


jus hab a feeling tat test is drawign near but i am still slacking and dreaming every day at home.. is time for me to do up some reading during this coming long holiday.. :'(

my dearest

eello..
when out for the past two days and i am physically drained!! when shoppong on both day but the first day of shopping wif grace and elieen were bad.. wat i tried was either too small or too big and ended up i didnt buy anything.. but i am quite lucky ytd cox i manage to buy three tops.. finally i can wear sumthing new cox for the past few week i am wearing the same thing over and over again.. so sad case nehx!! even WiLL also notice tat cox..


and again is only till today den i manage to take a 3hrs nap and hab a good rest.. anyway here come the long weekend.. YES!!

weekend is coming to it ends.. and i am going back to sch again!! boring..


hopefully i can get back my gio paid by next week so i can go for sum shopping.. and next week gotta meet up wif my friends for dinner to celebrate jess belated birthday.. if the money is not gonna be ready i dun think i can go for any shopping and the dinner.. i really need to get sum nice tshirt cox i am really running out of it..


weekend hab been bored!! nothing special.. jus stay at home rotting!!

first week of school hab past so fast.. it hab been a busy week for mi and i believe it is for every yr2 nursing students.. i dun even hab the time to take a break until today.. manage to take 2hrs nap when i am home jus now..


school life make mi so busy and tire.. but i think tat is good!! at least i am not like a rotten person.. staying at home so aimlessly!! and it also supress sum of my problem which i dun wish to think of.. weekend will be bored for mi cox my sis is habing her exam next week so she will not hab the time to entertain mi or even going out wif mi.. my friends are also busy working so i cant even meet up wif them.. most probably i will spend sum time over the weekend studying..


yr2 is really not as easy compare to yr1 :'(

hohoho i got a job!! i will be working at gio as a temporary stuff from next tue to 17apr.. so i will miss my monday lesson or miss e lesson in the afternoon..


went down for the interview at paya lebar on thur!! the whole journey was tedious.. when i reached there i kinda lost my way so i called that person and asked for direction.. he said just walked straight from the mrt station..tat was so unclear la!! den i asked him where should i go, turn left or right.. den he said the same ans again jus walked straight!! den i asked him to gab mi the add of the building.. guess wat he said!!?? singapore warehouse!! i told him, tat was the building name not the add.. den he replied a i dunno!! i was so angry!! the call to him was so uesless la cause i didnt get any information.. in the end i went to the nearness bus stop n asked e bus driver for direction .. finally i found tat place and i saw the add writen so big next to the building name.. arrgghhh!! jus felt like killing him at tat point of time..



den while i am fillig up the application form on the receptionist counter.. one person approached and told mi not to write on his table and pls go near the door there and fill up.. tat was rediculous la.. but wat can i say!! nothing.. cause i am there to ask for job!! so sad case!! den i realise this guy was the same guy i called to ask for the direction jus now.. tat made mi even more angry la!! d"F$V&**h(*%$££$^ argh!!!!


i spent my day happily wif him..

so bored!! i hab been staying at home for the past 3days.. finally i am gonna get out of this house tml to get jess present.. actually i wanted to watch the movie Dorm but all my friend were reluclant to watch it wif mi..so sad case!! so most probably i will miss this movie!! anybody wanna find a companion to watch it wif u pls contact mi at &**&%^&%^&%"$%@%^&.. okie i am jus joking!!


two more week to go..

i am habing a bad life now.. problem wif him is never ending!!

i think i am gonna bored till death and gonna get razy soon.. wake up den eat!! eat den go to sleep!! can imagine i still hab 3weeks more to go.. sum time if pp are too free u will also feel frustreted!!


my wish for next week is to catch the movie Dorm wif him!! but i know tat wun be possible.. i think i should get my friend out one day to catch tat movie.. i believe tis movie will be nice cox it is from the producer of shutter..


i wanne go shopping.. but i am veri poor!! really hope to pick up a wallet wif 500bucks.. 250bucks i will return to the owner and 250bucks i will take.. although tat is not rite, at least i still return sum of the money mah.. wakakaka!! pls pls pls..

Wakaka friday marked the last day of my attachment and i am habing my holiday now.. feel like getting a job but i only can work for a month.. who will wanna employed mi!!


back to thurs i am working morning shift.. when i reached the ward i heard sumone crying.. i thought it was the patient who was crying but while we were passing report the stuff nurse told us, the patient of bed 22 hab past away.. she was the previous bed 24 who got discharge 2days ago.. she got a fall at home and her condition get worse when she reached the hospital.. later she died in the ward.. i did the last office wif one of the assistant nurse and one of my friend for her.. first time in my life i helped to clean for a died patient and the experiance was real bad.. that was veri sad!!



the reason she got admitted on tue was due to fall.. she also hab weakness of lower limb and a condition of dysuria.. every time she will request to go to the toilet but she jus cant pass any urine.. tat was quite frustrating!! so this patient got a fall was due to her condition dysruia not really so much of her weakness of limb.. although she stay wif her daughter and husband but they need to work so no one take care of her at home.. every time when she need to go to the toilet at home she hab to hold on to the funiture and walked to the toilet by herself.. unforturnatly she didnt manage to survive for the 2nd fall at home..


i am so sad.. if she didnt go on tue, she will still be alive cox whenever she want to go to the toilet we can bring her go.. but everything was too late!! who should we blame?? the doctor who discharge a patient by not introducing catheterisation.. the physio or occupational therapist who didnt do a good job.. or the family who jus leave her alone at home.. i dunno!! everything was jus too late!!

ytd was my 19yrs old birthday.. my family celebrated wif mi on 12am and sang mi a birthday song.. so sweet of them!!

+ can u see a jumbo leg +

+ busy preparing+

+the lighted cake+

+the cake and mi+

+my sis and mi+


+my sis and mi+

+she is sleepy+

+she is impatient+

when i went to hospital the grp of my attachment friends sang mi a birthday song wif a cake and card.. i am so touch!! and i am veri happy wif the wishes from all of my friends.. thank gals >.<

ydt my ward was in a mess.. there was a china girl who was accompanied wif her sis got admitted.. i think this china girl hab undergo mental break down cox she kept doing funny action and bitting her sis.. she kept saying things ard her were veri dirty and refused to sit or lay in bed.. she even throw the cup of hot milo onto the floor and luckily none of us got burn by the hot milo.. but sad to say the milo made our skirt real dirty!! when all of us were abt to go home she kept walking ard and refused to go back to bed.. den one of the stuff nurse kindly ask her to go back but she screamed at her so loudly.. so scary!!


today didnt go to WILL house and spent e whole day at home wif my sis.. did quite a loads of housework.. wash the toilet in my room and pack e wardrobe!! my whole body is aching now


hang on gals 5 more days to our holiday

while i am having my break, the lecturer came in mi and ask whether i took the hospital shutter bus to the mrt station.. actually i dun really take tat and i only take when accompanied by friend or i will rather take bus.. at that point of time i am so panic and i tot she here to scold mi again.. but luckily she here to tell mi gab place to the visitor and take the bus when there are extra seats.. phew =.="

i am so unlucky today..


1. woke up late and hab to take a taxi for attachment which cost 16bucks
2. i was 10mins late for my today attachment
3. got a fight wif the lecturer
4. felt so lonely during my attachment
5. wanna take bus 123 to town but get into a wrong bus 153.. and bring mi to a place which i hab never been to.. taxi again
6. our relationship is deterioating



i so depressed and cried so badly!! really cant stand this kind of life anymore.. i really hate my lecturer.. she's a old freak wif a big mouth!!

hooray!! hppray!! hooray!! today is my last day of exam.. i am so happy!! no more locking myself in room n studying!! no more books!! no more waking up early to study!!

BUT

attachment start next monday.. 3weeks!!

how are you going to show how deep you love ur gf/bf ?? just by telling her/him the 3 words.. "I LOVE U"..?? that is simply not enough.. so how to??

happy new year!!

my 4days of holiday gone!! WILL came to my house on wed and as usual he was late.. sitting half way in my living room i saw my ah ma and uncle walking out the lift.. they were here to see my new house.. so embarrass!! when my ah ma was abt to leave she walked toward WILL and hold his hand.. she look veri happy and ask mi to bring him to visit her the next time =.="


den when out wif WILL to have our dinner.. yummy yummy!! there was a couple sitting in front of us and the girl was actually eating a bowl of green grass and the guy in front of her was eating steak.. they are really those tipical newly couple!! so funny.. so sad case for the girl!! her saliva must be dripping non-stop.. wakakaka!!

no more!!

=.=" something veri scary happened in my ward today..


one of the stuff nurse was happily feeding bread to one of the patient who was from imh and will be discharge today in the evening.. we will happy chatting away and saying tat this patient was so cute and smart.. den the next moment this patient sudden get choke by the bread.. and go into cynosis!! first time in my life i see patient going into cynosis state.. his face really turn bluish.. den the stuff nurse quickly turn the patient to lateral position and dig out the food in his mouth.. at tat period of time i was thinking will he die of choking..



luckily he got save by the stuff nurse.. and now i really noe how it look like when patient is in a cynosis state.. phew!!



here are sum of the new thing i hab learn in hospital this few day.. collecting of urine c/s and FEME, gab medication, gab injection although i still didnt learn yet.. pethidine and maxolon intramuscular to a patient to relief his pain cox he is on traction.. and i also manage to see doctor inserting urinary catheter for male patient.. hopefully next week i can get caroline to assess my dressing, off plug myself, gab feet edema or suppository and suctioning..

tire!! busy!! tire!! busy!!



i am physically drained.. i am so busy for the past few day and hab less den 5hrs of sleep per day and as a result i am sick now.. cough!! flu!! fever!!



ytd i spent a very sweet night wif WILL.. we finally went down to chinatown to eat my fav frog leg and porriage which he promise mi long time ago.. i waited him for abt 5hrs before we can actually leave cox there were still loads of pp and he close his shop quite late.. by the time we reached there was already 10.30pm.. after our supper we when for a walk at the night market.. the shop selling the same old stuff during every cny.. heehee he bought a ring for mi :) love it so much.. by the time we when home was already 12 plus!! tire..


next day in the morning i hab to wake up at 5am cox i am working morning today.. nearly get late!! during my trip down to hospital i suddenly hab a feeling to gab up nursing cox i am so tire and was thinking am i really prepared to show my commitment for this future career.. but after i reached the hospital, saw all the poor and ill patient and started our daily routain like bathing the pt, feeding them and caring them this gab mi a stronger determintation to be a nurse cox the patient in the hosiptal really need our help..




i am in ward12 orthopaedics and the clinical instructor was Caroline.. she super nice to us.. although i keep saying she the angel wif devil heart bt she really prove to mi that she not!! so great to hab her!! learn quite a loads of stuff today!! i really hab more oppprtunity to learn more stuff cox no more ite student and np student fighting for the work.. manage to take urine for c/s test from the catheters and admission for the patient.. hopefully i can do NG tube feeding, preoperation and sitz bath tml..


=.=" working morning tml again..


exam coming and i really hab to start my revision soon

i am so bad luck today.. the story go like this.. grace n mi went to the lab to print out our project and to ask the techician to connect my wireless access for my labtop.. so to save time i ask grace to help mi to find the techician and i go n print the project.. den after printing i went n find grace but the techician said there are sum file missing and he need time to locate the file so i told the techician tat i wil cum back later.. so we down to lect hall to prepare for our later presentation at 2pm..


so after our role play i went up to find the techician but unfortunately the techician went for their lunch and my labtop was lock inside the room.. i was so pinic!! den i remember i still hab my timb drive and we can use my other friend labtop to present instead .. den i realise i hab left my timb drive inside the com lab when i went to print my project jus now.. by the time i went back to find my timb drive it was no longer there and was taken away by sum other student.. so i am even more pinic!! but luckily grace hab save the project in her email but tat one was the one tat was not modified..


den weqiang said we shall wait till the last minute.. if the techician never come back before 2pm we will go.. but luckily at 2pm sharp the techician was back.. so luckily!!


but i still lost my timb drive.. so sad case!!


went out wif sis in the evening and we bought two pair of shoes and one top.. kinda happy cox i long time never buy shoes lo.. this time round the shoes i bought not sneaker but shoes tat look more mature.. both look beautiful!!

actually wat i post today was a history of last sat.. i hab a veri good lunch wif WILL at kotong eating my fav laksa..

+so clean+

+him+

den when out wif all my deary friends in the evening.. here are sum of the pic i took while we were eating the chocolate dip.. yummy!!

+yummy+

+hungry ghost+

+sumone missing+

hooray!! finally i finish my malay test.. i really hope i can get a B for my this module cox i dun wan to get any more C or D for this sem!!


-.-" one more week to my clinical placement.. and 4 more weeks to my exam!! so stress.. i am habing a pimples outbreak and my face is so ugly now.. hopefully it will get better this week!!

slack for the whole afternoon at home watching tv.. veri moody and lazy!!


went to my grandma house later in the evening to celebrate her 80 yrs old birthday.. cant imagin she is 80 yrs old now.. still look so healthy!! chit chat for at least 4 hrs wif all my family member.. there were abt 50 pp but i think there will be more cox sum of my cousin didnt cum..


here are sum of the pic i took..

singing in process

still processing

eating process

playing process

thing didnt turn out to be good.. my parent actually quarrel till veri bad ytd.. so sad and scary!! my sec sis and mi cried till veri badly in the morning.. hopefully they wun quarrel again..



ytd went down to find Will den actually we are suppose to go mum mum but in end becox of sum reason we cancel and i went home.. i am so disappointed!! in addition we quarrel at nitex.. tat why i am so moody today and i actually skip one of my lesson at 5pm and go home early at 1.30.. den sleep for 4hrs till 8pm and hab my dinner alone cox not a single pp was at home.. i am so lonely!!

the pic WILL and mi took ytd

but thing get better when my mother came home, she told me she saw a veri big snake ard the big LONG KANG which was just a few block away from my house.. =.="


den elder sis was back home later and she said her friend will be coming to bake brownie.. so another baking section was go on at my house.. so i jus hab a brownie wif ice-cream and tat was yummy!! haix getting fatter and fatter!! die die die..


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Girls,
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Guys:
Find a girl who calls you immature in that affectionate way instead of hot or sexy,
who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most,
Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you,
Wants to be with you in public, even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants with the bleached jersey like always,
Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder ofyour happiness and joy,
who makes you smile just by knowing she loves you back.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends,
while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always"